There is a square cut in the drab gray carpet of the conference room exposing a tangle of purple and white cords. \u00a0The walls of the room are off white – deliberately or through age, I know not which. \u00a0The expanse of off white is broken along one wall by a row of large windows overlooking undeveloped dusty lots, weeds, and distant urban roof lines. \u00a0A row of chairs circles the entire room, with a few tables at the back. \u00a0Our training room is not glamorous, but it is more than adequate, and has the luxury of having AC. \u00a0Sajji and I are early today…or so I think.<\/p>\n
As soon as my kickpad-laden backpack hits the ground, the double wooden doors open and a single ‘Good morning, Didi’ is followed by a quiet chorus of ‘Good morning, Didi,’ and a flood of young women enter the room. \u00a0Talking, hands flying in gestures, some eyes looking directly at me, taking me in, others hesitant and shy. \u00a0The girls. \u00a0My girls. \u00a0Every time I see them, I am overcome with a feeling that I can only imagine accompanies a mother’s first glance at her newly born child: a deep connected-ness and awe that they are the most beautiful beings on the planet.<\/p>\n
The 15 or so girls vary in size and physical traits. \u00a0Their skin ranges in shades from coffee-with-cream to deep tan to almond white. \u00a0The young lady who is almond white comes from the north, and her beautiful hooked nose and mountains of wavy hair do little to distract a person from getting hypnotized by her gorgeous large doe eyes. \u00a0She is frail, and we have been told that she is relatively new and is struggling with her post traumatic stress. \u00a0She has made unlikely friends with another young lady new to the program, who seems to be as round and dark as the other is chiseled and light. \u00a0This second young woman wears her trauma on her sleeve, so to speak: \u00a0she throws herself into the pads in wild attack. \u00a0It is palpable how much she wants to fight back, now that she can, now that she is free from the place-that-must-not-be-named. \u00a0Her attacks are often too wild, which results in glancing blows or pads missed altogether. \u00a0We have allowed her this period to vent, but are now beginning to help her hone her technique to be effective. \u00a0It is greatly satisfying to see her hit the pad with solid blows. \u00a0Just last week, she came into class with a scour draping her face. \u00a0I almost cried yesterday to see her scour lift and her unguarded moments shine in bright flashes of a smile as she completed a drill.<\/p>\n
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